alicea... i admit i was abit disappointed today.. i have admired you for your for having your own style and being so genuine abt your feelings... this time totally wasn't your style cos i know alicea is kind-hearted by nature.. genuinely kind-hearted.. which is why i value a friend like u so much...

im sure these few days have been a prettaye screwed one.. i was plagued with this feeling of helplessness for a couple of times today.. felt like strangling myself.. pulling my hair out.. gng crazy.. and breaking into tears..

the stupid taxi driver really made me damn frantic when he din know where was NUS high sch.. and he drove me to bueno vista.. and we were 35 mins late for the course... and the taxi fare is =/
im financially tight.. yr book.. soccer fund.. taxi fare.. and my outstanding loan to puen..

im in some big trouble now
i shall see if i can solve it.. i will pull thru this lah
it's just one of my rough patches.. which makes crying at this very moment extremely tempting but i shall not shed a single tear.. cos a man sheds blood but not tears..

somebody put me on cloud nine.. i need endorphins.. but the course made me forget abt my troubles easily.. dujing is an easy going person.. watching her tickles my funnybone.. teacher was very nice... i was revising phy topic pressure.. NUS lessons very hands-on.. even beyong mr boy's examples.. which relaly marvelled me.. they taught pressure today.. exactly same content.. just that i played with real barometer.. got siphon and archimedeles principle.. fun fun... teacher tried to make lesson interactive and there was a doctor ocasionally stepping in to give further information.. a very conceptual lesson which revised my phy topics... im looking forward to the upcoming lessons.. it's not so chim as i thought lah.. in fact like reivsion with depth and highilighting of concepts that's all.. which is my favourite

i shall cont'd thinking of happy stuff to cheer myself up becos im not the kinda person who will wallow in depression..
depressed is not a word in my dictionary=D